And that's great

Bite my tongue in New York
I'm quick to get obsessed, even fast to get upset
I don't want to live like this anymore
Phobie d'impulsion
Is there more now than what was?
Will I ever live down what I've done?

I don't go to parties 'cause everyone's watching
I'm thankful I never got what I thought I wanted
'Cause I hate what I have in the same second I got it
With everybody laughing, I feel so retarded, I
Good lord

I've tried, but my kingdom comes
Will You please read me my rights? 'Cause it's done
And I'm scared as fuck, but I'm scared as fuck all the time
And I'm young, but I've done enough, yeah, I've done enough
And it's fine, if this is giving up, then I'm giving up, but I tried, oh, I tried

I don't go to parties 'cause everyone's watching
I'm thankful I never got what I thought I wanted
'Cause I hate what I have in the same second I got it
With everybody laughing, I feel so retarded, I
Good lord