And as I'm sittin’, watchin' you in silence
Look at the mistakes I makin'
I’m bored of watchin' tons of violence, it's just another day
Doing work for nothin', really stayin' sharp and wait for green
I watch my world unfold and I do not know what to say
You see me sittin', starin', watchin'
Look at the mistakes you make
I’m bored of watchin’ you fuck up, it's just another day
Doing work for somethin’, hangin' in there while you wait for green
I'm bored of watchin' me fuck up, it’s just another day

And I don't wanna be the one to take out myself
Scrambling to find a razor or some pills on the shelf
Rather watch me fall and fail than go and look for some help
Never been so fuckin' self aware and still hurt myself

And as I'm waitin', hurtin', bleedin' from the words you said that you regretted
Thinkin 'bout oblivion, it's just another day
Wonder why I push my friends away when they just try to help me
There's so much I needed to get out but couldn't say
And it's not fine though, but I say it is
And I keep on gettin' hurt and I keep smilin'
And I swear I got no joy inside, I'm dyin'
I might blow up into bits and little fragments

And I don't wanna be the one to take out myself
Scrambling to find a razor or some pills on the shelf
Rather watch me fall and fail than go and look for some help
Never been so fuckin' self aware and still hurt myself
And I don't wanna be the one to take out myself
Scrambling to find a razor or some pills on the shelf
Rather watch me fall and fail than go and look for some help
Never been so fuckin' self aware and still hurt myself