The night bus drove behind my old school

Shone lights on broken tiles and cracked paint

Tell me have I changed?

Well memories blur like rumours these days

So I stayed up late to comb through my brain

Wallow in my ways

How could you ever think I hated you?

Slipped and fell was feeling shades of blue

Darker than the deepest swimming pool

Beneath the surface watched as you withdrew

How could you ever think I hated you?

Nervous kid not much has changed since school

Gin half mixed I never had a clue

When I held back I wasn't there for you

Goodbyes we never said on your porch

Like apologies that always fell short

Living in remorse

And when your eyes flickered and closed

I wish I had known

That the blame this whole time was under my nose

Wasn't helping

I Wasn't helping

How could you ever think I hated you?

Slipped and fell was feeling shades of blue

Darker than the deepest swimming pool

Beneath the surface watched as you withdrew

How could you ever think I hated you?

Nervous kid not much has changed since school

Gin half mixed I never had a clue

When I held back I wasn't there for you

How could you ever think I hated you?

Slipped and fell was feeling shades of blue

Darker than the deepest swimming pool

When I held back I wasn't there for you