https://media0.giphy.com/media/lJwuz72ivnnoSMuv7d/giphy.gif?cid=6c09b952sfay076lmy68wgb9k7owipn6ft2g5rs96x427g7j&ep=v1_gifs_search&rid=giphy.gif&ct=g I don’t know why this is so, but I know that the longer I take a break, the more irrelevant my old OS and installed hardware become, Internet technologies have become so voracious and authoritarian that even to upload an image to this or another resource is less than 600 or 900 kilobytes , you will need a browser weighing 500 megabytes and freely allocated RAM for it, at least 5 gigabytes. Again, I don’t know how this will end, I just know that they will deprive me of the Internet, maybe it’s not disabled poverty and not government restrictions, but simply the Internet itself, which needs more and more in order to simply publish the same thing as 5 or 6 years ago, while the requirements of the current Internet, for the OS and for computer hardware, are much higher than then, while there are not so many conveniences, rather the dominance of copyright has already flooded the minds of people themselves, the middle class, which still exists at all, has come to terms with copyrasm as the norm of existence, without realizing the truth that the essence of all this is banal slavery, with the approved stupidity, of the majority. I have nothing to conclude, because in a logical conclusion, I, well, literally, I and my family are literally afraid to go out into the wild, the fear is not from repression and dictatorship, but from the dominance of garbage, shadow personalities and all sorts of freaks, not in the best sense of the word, I won’t write about homeless people and beggars, just like I won’t write about the extinction of trees and grass in the parks and suburbs of our country, even the opposition is silent about this, only crazy people like me write this to you, bear with me. Or come to terms with your gender, I have come to terms with the fact that I am non-binary and asexual, that I will never be able to build a relationship with anyone, that no one needs me, I have come to terms with this, if I commit suicide, after me there will only be a bunch of sick text, strange modifications of models from the Witcher, and only pain, there will be no more fear, what to be afraid of, if you no longer have to write something like this, suicide is not an option and I understand and condemn it! But I don’t know what to do next, I decided to omit iXBT, while I feel that now only DeviantArt is lowering me, purely on a technical topic, another depression and insomnia, and I will no longer be able to go to my only den on the network Internet. Maybe this will be for the better, but I don’t think so, this case will not cure depression and insomnia, it will only create anxiety and panic, which is already full, alas, but I don’t know what to do, I wrote that post about iXBT out of despair, please DeviantArt administration to show understanding. I don’t want to slander anyone, iXBT is just wrong, what iXBT is doing with its former authors and bloggers is blasphemy. Of course, they don’t ignore everyone, only those who don’t fit into their, I beg you pardon, mopped-up paradigm, they benefit from blogger authors who are associated with the cryptocurrency mining and binary options society, they benefit from authors reviewing games, in a purely brief and advertising manner, preferably in in a rather negative and toxic manner and form and format. I don’t want to make Yaroslavna Dmitrievna cry here, I don’t want to blackmail anyone, I want understanding and that’s all, what they are doing is a crime against understanding... O Allah, forgive me, Allah, have mercy. And I also ask for understanding, because alas, now I already need money, I’m doing this not only for myself, it’s all for the sake of my mother, but of course it’s strange to use my brother’s wallet, but mine was stolen, and my brother practically didn’t use his at all, and I need financial help, for my mother, I need help, there are practically no relatives anymore, one of my relatives recently died after Covid, our pensions are also tight, the whole thing with vaccination is seriously affecting the social sphere, and general security in general, this horror and seams! But I won’t talk too much and I’ll be brief: I need money and I can’t work, my files, as well as modifications, are still literally free, do with it what you want, the main essence of monetization is not the sale of content but an incentive, without your help there won’t be much more normal renderings and gifs, coubs and articles, now I’m lying and writing crap, simply because I have nothing to do, outside the windows and courtyards there is only negativity and madness, what should I do if I just have to moo and bleat, about states and the power of which there is no to this day it hasn’t happened at all, I’m personally tired of all this, I want to do creativity and modding, and not conspiracy crap and political nonsense, I’m tired of it, but I need help, help!
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I don’t know why this is so, but I know that the longer I take a break, the more irrelevant my old OS and installed hardware become, Internet technologies have become so voracious and authoritarian that even to upload an image to this or another resource is less than 600 or 900 kilobytes , you will need a browser weighing 500 megabytes and freely allocated RAM for it, at least 5 gigabytes.
Again, I don’t know how this will end, I just know that they will deprive me of the Internet, maybe it’s not disabled poverty and not government restrictions, but simply the Internet itself, which needs more and more in order to simply publish the same thing as 5 or 6 years ago, while the requirements of the current Internet, for the OS and for computer hardware, are much higher than then, while there are not so many conveniences, rather the dominance of copyright has already flooded the minds of people themselves, the middle class, which still exists at all, has come to terms with copyrasm as the norm of existence, without realizing the truth that the essence of all this is banal slavery, with the approved stupidity, of the majority.
I have nothing to conclude, because in a logical conclusion, I, well, literally, I and my family are literally afraid to go out into the wild, the fear is not from repression and dictatorship, but from the dominance of garbage, shadow personalities and all sorts of freaks, not in the best sense of the word, I won’t write about homeless people and beggars, just like I won’t write about the extinction of trees and grass in the parks and suburbs of our country, even the opposition is silent about this, only crazy people like me write this to you, bear with me.
Or come to terms with your gender, I have come to terms with the fact that I am non-binary and asexual, that I will never be able to build a relationship with anyone, that no one needs me, I have come to terms with this, if I commit suicide, after me there will only be a bunch of sick text, strange modifications of models from the Witcher, and only pain, there will be no more fear, what to be afraid of, if you no longer have to write something like this, suicide is not an option and I understand and condemn it!
But I don’t know what to do next, I decided to omit iXBT, while I feel that now only DeviantArt is lowering me, purely on a technical topic, another depression and insomnia, and I will no longer be able to go to my only den on the network Internet. Maybe this will be for the better, but I don’t think so, this case will not cure depression and insomnia, it will only create anxiety and panic, which is already full, alas, but I don’t know what to do, I wrote that post about iXBT out of despair, please DeviantArt administration to show understanding. I don’t want to slander anyone, iXBT is just wrong, what iXBT is doing with its former authors and bloggers is blasphemy.
Of course, they don’t ignore everyone, only those who don’t fit into their, I beg you pardon, mopped-up paradigm, they benefit from blogger authors who are associated with the cryptocurrency mining and binary options society, they benefit from authors reviewing games, in a purely brief and advertising manner, preferably in in a rather negative and toxic manner and form and format.
I don’t want to make Yaroslavna Dmitrievna cry here, I don’t want to blackmail anyone, I want understanding and that’s all, what they are doing is a crime against understanding...
O Allah, forgive me, Allah, have mercy.
And I also ask for understanding, because alas, now I already need money, I’m doing this not only for myself, it’s all for the sake of my mother, but of course it’s strange to use my brother’s wallet, but mine was stolen, and my brother practically didn’t use his at all, and I need financial help, for my mother, I need help, there are practically no relatives anymore, one of my relatives recently died after Covid, our pensions are also tight, the whole thing with vaccination is seriously affecting the social sphere, and general security in general, this horror and seams!
But I won’t talk too much and I’ll be brief: I need money and I can’t work, my files, as well as modifications, are still literally free, do with it what you want, the main essence of monetization is not the sale of content but an incentive, without your help there won’t be much more normal renderings and gifs, coubs and articles, now I’m lying and writing crap, simply because I have nothing to do, outside the windows and courtyards there is only negativity and madness, what should I do if I just have to moo and bleat, about states and the power of which there is no to this day it hasn’t happened at all, I’m personally tired of all this, I want to do creativity and modding, and not conspiracy crap and political nonsense, I’m tired of it, but I need help, help!